Since the facilitator training it has become clear to me that my sheer honesty (transparency) is a gift. This is explains why perhaps I get so frustrated and pissed off with people who are fake. I also cannot bare liars. What is the point of lying - people always find out the truth and lies are simply very difficult to remember?! Lies also really hurt people when they find the truth out and hurting people is not something I ever intend on doing.
This leads me to something that bothers me about this forum sometimes. Whenever I speak it's almost like there is no filter from brain to mouth - I speak my truth. However, I feel that there are quite a few people posting who do a fair amount of re-tweaking and manipulation of their posts before pressing send and that just does not resonate with me - this is not your truth, this is you adding in your conditioned filters in order to appear something other than you are. Perhaps you want to appear 'correct' to be more acceptable to other people. But why ...... surely this is the place to be honest about your shit! I thought that is what Openhand is all about - airing the shit in order to learn, evolve and grow. But if there is a level of dishonesty then I feel you do yourself and the other readers a disservice. The only reason I re-tweak is for grammatical errors so it reads fluidly.
My ray 4 (the diplomat) is not all that strong - it is something I'm working on but I love honest and transparent people because life is easier that way. There is a small part of me that thinks perhaps I should be more tolerant of liars and fakers but how do you change something that ripples right to your core!!!
Isn't this technically what the matrix is all about- liars, fakers and manipulators?!
I believe that living your truth will set you free....
So I hope by speaking my truth I give you permission to do the same