Yes most definitely this is in my karma. Why else would I manifest this in my journey at this time? Old remenants of this conditioning is coming up, which I'm feeling through the solar plexus. What I see is exactly like you put it, slipping into comfortable acceptance - whilst still being invested in the maya of life. It takes a good deal of questioning and self honesty to penetrate through this illusion. Often the reward and excuses of the simulation is strong enough to keep it under the hood. Rather than hoping for big steps and breakthroughs I'm working on making small incremental changes to break through any limitation and intervention that's coming up.

Finally it's a decision, and statement we make to ourselves after being tired with playing the small self - no more. Show me what's really real!

Vimal 🙏