Hi Open,

This is timely. I feel I'm experiencing something similar. Wait... I thought I already had a kundalini activation? But maybe there are other aspects that are integrating at the moment and rising to meet the crown. I have a strong build-up of energy around the crown, and I have not properly slept for the last 3 days due to this. It's also due to a change in circumstances.

Basically, I have been driving through the cold desert of Ladakh for the last 4 days and reached the main capital, Leh. How insanely different, all-prevailing and consciousness-suppressing is the simulation compared to the vastness and depth of the mountains I was experiencing. It feels like I'm sitting in the powerhouse of the simulation in the city centre, with basically just programs running around. The only impetus I'm having at the moment is to step out and be myself within this madness and express the torus. Why should I worry about what the programs think of me?

A good/challenging thing about being in the simulation is that there is nowhere to hide; whatever blind spot is readily activated and illuminated. Last night, trying to find a place to sleep, I could see a subtle layer of control which, because of a lack, got illuminated and amplified. They even fed me a sign—"make it happen!"—which I thought was from my guides. The seer was laughing at the ridiculousness of the loop. Fortunately, I was following my intuition within this to make some connection at last. I feel the core underlying fear behind the control has softened now.

There were also some fascinating experiences. There was a road blockage due to the mountain collapsing, and hundreds of people including me had to wait for more than a day. As I walked through the crowd, I could feel the panic around the sacrum. As the Border Road Organisation worked to physically open the blockage, I was working the torus. There was a huge tightness around the crown. A guy wearing a dragon T-shirt came and sat in front of me. At some point, the realisation was conveyed—"you don’t have any control". The crown softened, and they moved the biggest rock which rolled off into the valley exactly at the same time which was blocking the way.

A question here - how would you know if it's the kundalini activating or you are feeling the blockage of the field?

I also had an amazing meditative experience in the Thiksey Monastery, which is said to be the mini Potala Palace. Most definitely a karmic connection with this place. Perhaps the picture conveys some of that energy?

Vimal 🙏