It has not occurred to me before the judgements I face are actually self judgement or at least I wouldn't be affected by it so much if I was not judging myself for the same. Funny no matter how much we read and process such stuff, we.will only get it when we are supposed to. I have always struggled in front of judgement from others - my heart beats wildly and I have huge tightness there. Probably some karma from the past. This is part of the reason I have felt to involve my family and others in my path so that I can resolve the judgement with them, triumph over it even. Yesterday after seeing this posted here it occurred to me that it was only my self judgement and I needn't worry about how others perceive me because it can change magically when I have resolved it inside myself. I feel more free. Relief. Thanks a million