Its an important topic. There is a tendency for me to compare myself with others. But when im better than another the chances are that i make myself smaller compared to others too. I have observed that i tend to behave a certain way when i'm with the more accomplished or integrated or people i envy in their respective departments. The words written above about accomplishment strikes a chord within. I sense there is a distorted aspect of me around it. Its probably the reason why i look for appreciation in the external world from people 'better' than me which gives a validation for my path. But this is probably because i have denied the joy of accomplishment within myself so that im forced to look for it outside. Its good to celebrate it as long as its not in the expense of another. To celebrate the uniqueness of me without limitation would be the most wonderful achievement.