Found this at the right time, when karma is becoming relentless in daily life. I'm not getting any chances to run from myself any more and of course ego still trying to control it all. I got to the point yesterday where I finally said "I'm sick of this, I'm sick of myself, I want to be free from this crap" and that has led to a greater acceptance, especially after reading more of your stuff which is making more and more sense. I now know what I really want, and that is everything you are showing us to do, to realign and reintegrate with soul so we can free ourselves from this failing 3d density. And I'm finally on board. But still so much work to do, simply because I've been avoiding it for so long. So much regret but at same time I understand it really couldn't have happened any other way. I had to see what didn't work. But grace has led me here and I feel like now I can truly begin. No more bullshitting myself, no more clinging to my self-righteousness and rigid judgements. No more attaching to other people's behaviour by anger and resistance. I want to flow. Fighting everything and trying to make it go my way for so long has depleted my energy badly. But I'm done with that now. Because of you I'm not so afraid of the unknown now. I'm actually pretty excited! Learning to be ok with not knowing the outcome. Letting go of the wheel. So this little Sirian (and I feel definitely others) chick is starting to test her wings. Getting ready to let go and take that leap. Hope you can feel the gratitude and love in my heart. I also recognize in me the fear of solitude and how it's made me attach to very wrong energies; I still feel at risk for this ie attaching to you even though you're very much the right energy, but I'm aware of it now especially after reading this. Sirius...wow! Wish I could remember it but I guess I will in time. Got to get on with it and start retrieving my soul frags, thank you doesn't come close but it's all I've got. 💜💜💜