Hi Open,

Thank you, that helps me feel like I'm making some progress. And that's exactly what's now motivating me to dig in deeper.

I can also now see my reactions to what's happening as identification with it and instead the need to work it through and release it without attaching to judgement and vilification of the person acting. I'm making the choice to not hate my haters. What was that poem? But also seeing that I was the one being hateful, and merely brought it upon myself. Anyway this goes back to the dynamic with my sisters so it would be amazing to heal that source wound. I see how I have to let go and accept them despite their behaviours which I know is not their fault. But wow can I feel the freedom beyond that! I'm so excited now for this journey!

I would be delighted to join you at the retreat; I have messaged Asya re my circumstances and what I can do. Really looking forward to it! Feels like things are moving again, but this time I can stay the course.

So super grateful to you Open, much love and blessings!🙏💙🌌

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