Thank you Open. I do understand what you are saying and trying to reach where I should be. Accepting and let go. I remember in one of your seminars " how do you truly let go? " When you said: " Denial is not letting go. "

I do understand it but to me it is impossible to watch news every single day for the things happening around the world. I know what is going on here and there and I know is a mess but I am not willing to hear the news on TV everyday.

Does that mean I am not accepting the changes? Does that mean I don't know the pain?

Because I think I do know what is going on but not in details maybe. From the moment I found Openhand community and watched the seminars and read and read many things, something changed in me.

Now I am trying to reach to the point that I can completely surrender into truth, which I think I am reaching there slowly. Feeling much better than 2 months ago when I was so frustrated from all the things happening around me I felt like I can not help I can not do anything and I do not want to continue anymore.

I am stronger than those days and like always I know something good is coming up from this messed up world.

Thank you