Hi Open;

Thank you for the opportunity to share with the Openhand community where I'm stuck right now.

My life pattern mostly falls on self-worth and deserving issues (Who do you think you are?

Again and again and currently again, I'm experiencing a significant resistance offering my services to others. The metaphor would be an Olympic swimmer that has been training for several years but cannot jump into the pool.

During the years I have collected many skills that I keep hidden... ):

Recently, I become aware that this behavioural pattern was the mechanics of depression, as everytime it occurred, unconsciously I classified it as a FAILURE.

Now I can feel the emotional dance between my talents and my fears.

I'm able to identify a pattern, and how it evolved since my childhood. I'm practising looking at it with compassion.

While focusing on it with compassion, a keyword has emerged. "Must forget"

Looking forward your higher dimensional intuitive reflection.

in gratitude

Monica