Thank you Open for giving us this opportunity to connect once more.

Since the 5 gateways in Byron I have been more aware and accepting of the different aspects of myself. Yes, acceptance is a key here. It feels good! There are situations and feelings that are not what I'd consider ideal, but that's ok. A real letting go of needing things/people to be a certain way.

I have just come out of a three day migraine. That experience too seems to reflect what I've been feeling in that there's a part of me that does not like the pain and wishes it would hurry up and end, yet I can watch this resistance. At one stage I felt very strongly that this is what I had chosen to do in this lifetime, to be a channel to cleanse humanity of accumulated "crap", (yes, my thoughts and physical feelings during these periods do feel as though I'm wading through shit). That passed and other thoughts came in - who are you to think so grandly?why in that case are you so unloving towards/dismissive of other people in everyday life?

For more understanding, clarity and integration, I love the feeling (well, about 80% of me does, there is still some fear of the unknown), that the words "show me" envoke.

In gratitude, Sallie