Hi Zee - firstly, hats off that you had the courage to share. Even though it may feel uncomfortable, you're always going to get reflections from the Universe when you express. Because really it's the only thing going on - getting to know yourself and actualising the One as an expression.

I felt first to encourage you by saying, you cannot make a mistake in life, providing you learn, evolve and grow from the choices you make. In this way, you can only ever gain positively.

So what of the accident? What of its purpose? Why would the Universe leave you debilitated and unable to move?... The Universe always throws a spanner, when we need to change the works!

You haven't shared what your life was like before, but one thing I can say for sure, is that the Universe does this when it's trying to wake people up. Essentially it'll do something extreme like this when people need to switch from a life of doing, to one of being. This can be a big challenge, especially where life in society is so configured around doing - people often have to do pretty powerful 'cold turkey' to transform through that. Hence, the likelihood is, the accident manifested, at least in part, to confront this.

Also physical incapacitation can be an encouragement to discover how we manifest spiritually. Which requires a lot of trust, surrender and acceptance in the transition.

Your vision for the place sounds fantastic. It's definitely something plenty need. What steps might you take towards making that a reality?

If the next steps include helping people in a spiritual way, then first you must come from the spiritual. In which case, you come to realise you are never alone. The flow itself contains all manner of supportive energy. But you have to actually turn down the expectation of physical support, in order to open to the spiritual support - and to trust that this can work. When you do tune into the wider flow, it will speak to you, and things will manifest in the most inexpected of ways. The book 5GATEWAYS goes into this a great deal. So I do believe you'll find it helpful.

Feel free to inquire further and I'm sure people here will offer supportive reflections.

You're doing great. Keep exploring, keep digging.

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