I was deeply triggered during Saturday's Ascension Exchange with the acknowledgement of the role the Pleiadian's are participating in and the choices that were made regarding the Draconians. I was enraged with the idea of not being good enough or strong enough to survive. Being duped because I choose kindness but resentful because I can't see the strength in it. Then being rejected and rejecting myself for what transpired due to the need and desire to be something I believe I am not. To want the qualities of a distorted obnoxious density. I had a full on tantrum. It is all an internal battle with myself, and took all weekend to move through it. I am still a bit agitated but I can see the bigger picture a bit clearer today. I have repeated these cycles in this life time so it is a super fresh wound that was lanced and squeezed. The mention of the fire and water elements is electrifying. For me it feels this will all move into something powerful with a new sense of sovereignty.