I have been a part if Open and for the last 2 -3 years. And am a compulsive reader ( used to be an addiction too- wanting to read another's work rather than writing ones own life story in the moment ) . I will confess I have many moments on this site when I feel okay ,this is not for me - yet.

Recently I have started to feel implants and entities . It is a challenge feeling into them all the time - I am able to do it for a very short time before my focus is derailed by a random thougt that my mind chases ( I recognize that may be one of the ways they work)

You said how soul has started to infuse more and more. I can feel that. Now the same conversations that I barely understood ,I totally resonate with. And happily I often find my practice has led me half the way ,but they are completed by me witnessing another's process.

I love the movie. It moves something within ....

Thank you !

Megha