I can relate to this strongly at this point, and I think the word "peculiar " you used is particularly resonant with how I feel at the moment .. a different feeling to anything I have experienced before powerful feelings of energy through and within , but almost with a feeling of disconnection from everything happening around , whilst still observing it but from a distance or from a place without judgement or need

it has come to my awareness that so many things which defined "me" no longer have importance , and that I am becoming distant from the attachments and sense of self / ego I had known for so long . with it has come a sense of calmness which had been missing for a long time. I feel the next few weeks in australia will play a big part in letting go too , exciting and also a little daunting to what parts of the ego still remain..