Dear Paul ,

What you shared moved me greatly which is why I am replying to you directly . When I regressed into the boat visualization I felt a strong impulse to let go of some people in my life including my mom and brother and a friend who is a soul mate. To him I actually apologized and gave a rose as I unwound very heavy dense cords between our hearts .there was lot of grief at that and lots of tears. In my dream I set him free. I saw my now husband in his boat and cheerily waving at me as his boat ran parallel to mine. I then looked back but couldn't make out too many relationships that I was leaking energy into. And then I think I saw Sirius - a massive planet with swirling white clouds. And the word that came to me in a flood of tears was Failure. I had failed there . And I had to let go of that grief . Again I cried and howled at my failure . When I looked in front ,I saw Gaia and then seemed to go into and embody her.

Still sitting with that intense experience !

Megha