Dear Open and all the courageous participants ,

I recently came back from a short visit with my Mum . And a lot of my previously held carefully nurtured illusions about my childhood smashed like smithereens . I felt into deep density of childhood pain . It is a deep hurt that I am trying to feel into . And of course ,that's what you are all doing in the Divinicus course :) . A big part of my defence mechanism through my childhood was overeating and I have been doing that as well. From today I have resolved to do a 16 hour fast .

I am going to update you after this meditation.

Lots of love ,

Megha