Hi Asya,

Thank you for this music!  I remember being introduced to Huzy's music at the Summit last year and i loved it, but this is epic! Very much right up my alley. ive only been listening for a few minutes and i'm tucking in for the whole thing. And i love how he shrouds himself in that intense, deep blue. Looking forwards to seeing where i might go.

Speaking of journeying, i just had a great experience of reconnecting with the little me of my earliest memory, which is a very good one. And what a needed change from all the trauma-diving. It's great to take a break from the heavy sometimes, good thing to remember. Usually i can feel what i felt but only see the memory as a flat screen in my mind. But this time i was able to embody her and be more there and remember more details and feel the feelings more deeply from a simply moment spent in the living room while my parents chatted in the kitchen. The plants were my favourite. i think this was the most authentic me i can remember. i was present and free of hangups. No resentment or grudges. All i was concerned with was feasting on every single moment of this incredible life! i wanted to experience everything and was full of this adventurous excited energy that had to see what was around every corner and down every path, marvelling gape-mouthed at every miraculous discovery. It felt like something wonderful was constantly just about to happen, and that drove me to see what was next. It was all about the discovery. And not sure what this is but this time i seemed to have been playing with some white misty substance that was beautiful and loving and made really cool patterns. Then before long, a setting sun through the window, red and plump, warmed me and the room so much i felt a sudden urge to have a snooze. And i can remember the instinct to find a safe place to shelter and chose a bench to curl up under, as i settled and enjoyed the delicious feeling of sleepiness. im blown away by that. i feel like if i could restart from that pure place i could without barriers explore who i am and what really sets my soul alight. Not that i don't already have some ideas, but i've been attached to others so long i"m not sure if it's really mine or not. i guess i have to look for that rightness yeah? Practice makes perfect. Haha but then i hear Open's words in my head "What's stopping you now?" Or maybe they're mine dressed up as Open's. His accent is cooler than mine what can i say ;) i really love this music, my Friday night just got more interesting, thank you! barb, sylvanheart