Dear Open,

A week or so ago ( feels like a long long time ago!) I experienced what I thought was a breakthrough. A deep deep ache in my heart area activated and it felt like I had finally deeply accepted it and normalized it into my field. It was a very deep karmic experience one that I saw when I was on retreat with you in November.

Most times after a deep breakthrough, I feel great. Like the crests balance the trough. This time though I have gone solidly into the flu. I am mucus ridden to the point that my phlegm looks like alien goo. 👽

After all the usual steaming and imbibing of weird concoctions, I decided I would attempt to normalize with this too. I have been feeling cold shivers going up and down my spine aside from the brain fog. I can also barely hear feels like the top of my head and especially the left side of my face have seperated.

In the midst of this, I had a very interesting dream. I was in a circle and something very significant was happening which I can't remember. I actually summoned you in my head for support. Just then what felt like a Light Being visited me. And sat with me in a circle. He was made entirely of light and even now 2 days later I can still feel the intensity of his Presence.

Thought to share for any other mucusy brother or sister out there. :)

Megha