Dear Open, I had ' forgotten' to tune in yesterday. After feeling in to several layers of tightnsss today, I decided to Open the website and it seems I'm working in tandem with you all. In an even more synchronous way, the day you wrote about the kestrel riding the thermals, way over here, I was watching a sparrow hawk right outside the lounge over a cup of tea and marveling at her fierce yet gentle beingness.

In my meditation yesterday I 'saw' what I think was my higher self. And she communicated to me. I also heard about 'ripening' karma. About work g with karma enough so it's soft and then it falls away.

These days I feel and see the Torus very quickly. I am also seeing my Fears and the cause behind them much more clearly.

For me a big block is Fear. Not at all in this lifetime, but in several others, I was the one that expressed the Truth and I was terribly punished for it. Burnt at the stake and murdered possibly several times.

In this life that means I am feeling a creative block. I am paralyzed by Fear of being harmed or being left alone. Both these Fears are not allowing many very powerful aspects of my Being to come to the fore. Especially my ability to weave together left brain and right brain narrative into something that speaks to the heart .

I used to be able to write lovely poetry but it's now as if my muse is cowering.

I am feeling into this.

Thank you all. I am feeling the vibe half way across the planet

Megha