Hi Yulia - yes I can see that the surrendering has brought a deep level of acceptance and has been necessary. And not to force any ray 1. In what you write however, I still think there's an important key in it.

You wonder if there's an end to all the constant processing?

In my experience, life becomes a process - a constant process of unwinding through. This can be intense, yes, because of the density here. But when there's acceptance of it, then for me at least, it all just happens (almost) by itself. So for example, a tightness from the field will sweep over me and maybe cause a tightened density inside of me. Immediately there's a turning into it. I don't have to think about that. The ray 3 inquires, the ray 2 feels, the ray 1 goes to work. There's an inquiring exploration, an unwinding working to expand through. It might feel tiring and there might be concern that you won't get to the bottom of it. Whose concern is that? So there's a deeper ray 2 letting go in it. The rays work together. And before you know it, the density has fallen away. This is how I find I'm given to catalyse and work the field. Something like this happened to me last night, as I picked up a connection to the elders here and their feeling of injustice and persecution at the hands of the invading Spanish conquistadors.

So my reflection back to you is still to inquire and explore for a new attunement of the lower rays. See what the universe says, if you get a reflection.

Open