Hi Marije - clearly you've got a really good handle on the current challenge - what the dynamic is. But likely there are a couple of keys to find to come to peace with it all.

Firstly, when we move into enlightenment, there is no 'infinite peace' as an experience. There is still the process, of the universe constantly moving and unwinding. So I would say there needs to be a gentleness with oneself over this. There's no requirement to figure it all out, to know it all. Again, there needs to be a resting in the process, which leads to a resting in the Void. Just to allow. And to be.

Possibly here is another key in what you said at the end...

I had question though, can any 'obstructions' in our authentic flow eventually always be traced back to some karmic roots?

After karma, there is finding harmony between the rays (of consciousness), some of which can conflict in given situations and create eddy currents which can be a degree like karma. So for example the ray 1 catalytic principle might conflict with the ray 4 of compassion. By working with them, you would find the right harmony of expression in given situations - how to blend them. So this can create challenge too.

Possibly you're being moved in seemingly contradictory ways in given situations. A need possibly to soften one way and let the other come through stronger. But always resting with the inquiry - not needing the 'answer'. Letting it just happen more.

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