The situation I'm in it is inviting more of the Ray 1 to come forth eventhough if it may come in a distorted way. But what is the perfect way of commitment and willfullness as everything can be aligned a bit more towards the truth. I have found that when the Ray 1 is not flowing them I feel a lot of self doubt and lathargy. But when I can tap into this beingness then I'm ready to face the world eventhough if it may mean I make a lot of mistakes. And it doesn't matter as much. Two days ago I had a yoga session and it was not going perfectly as I wanted it to be and I found some anger and frustration building up inside. I felt pretending to be peaceful and calm within is being very inauthentic and I had a talk with the students and shared my honest opinion and asked for feedback. It was incredible the energy which was building inside suddenly dissipated and I found myself once again resting in the calmness. After that my attention was drawn to a sign saying "it's a work in progress" and a picture of a lion. I guess this is an illuminating experience of how to contain the energy and channel it. I sometimes find myself being envious to those who express a high degree of Ray 1 eventhough it comes out as controlling. Confidence is a positive reflection I can draw from it. In asking this question how can I cultivate and embody more of Ray 1 in my life? Its funny both times I ended up typing ray 2 and changed it to Ray 1. Maybe there's a message in it too. I was watching this video of the Oscar's https://youtu.be/WqQgivAanN8 and I don't know why but I could suddenly feel the Ray 1 inside. Maybe its their courage and vulnerability.