Thank you for this supportive reminder Open, I do feel like this right now.. 'Will it ever feel a bit lighter? What's the point of life?'. There's such a separation, as if I have two lives. When going for walks in nature and connect to plants/animals I easily tune into the joy and higher frequencies, but then there's society that I want nothing to do with. I know this is a pattern and I'm working through it with a wonderful facilitator, but I have such a hard time connecting these two, to ground the higher vibrations down. Most of the time I don't want anything to do with people, not even kindred spirits. At the same time I feel I didn't come here to live like a hermit who only talks to birds so.. I can only go on and work it through!