Hi openhand. I struggle with my fiancee not having woken up yet. I really love her and feel i want to protect her and spend my life with her in these tumoltous times.. She is making progress and is some years younger than me, and i am trying to love at the best of my capability as i love myself more and more. 

My family is also a challenging area they are also hypnotized by the bullshit narrative. And i also want to help them by spreading my light and love for them, even though they annoy me as hell sometimes, i don't want any of them to get sick or die from the vaccine. 

Do you have any guidance of some sorts for me as a lonely lightworker as i am shedding layer after layer.