Reading this is like reading the plot of a thriller movie. I have a strong sense of adventure and excitement about what will happen in the coming years. It's such a relief to know that there's nothing left to fight for or struggle for in this reality. I'm sure it'll be uncomfortable at times, but that's fine with me.Perhaps it's because I'm already in such a state of uncertainty about the future that I'm losing attachment to my family and desires. But if the internet goes down, I'll miss connecting with openhand through this site, which serves as a sort of anchor for my journey.I haven't yet watched the video. I'm going to do that soon.