I am sitting on the dimensional fence these days, watching like a cool cat when I am in my conscious soul mode. There is also lazy, sleepy feline mode as well as pouncing tiger fight mode. Just balanced on the fence watching the birds go by, listening to nature. What a display!

My ability to just BE is heavily influenced by the question of how to answer or BE w my children as they are seeing this current affair from their own different lenses. The MSM is pumping full force through the ethers and my kiddos know what’s up. I can’t deny that I have a unique perspective, filtering it through being a mother and being fully aware of the illusion — Ray 2 and 3.

When I was 8 and 10 like my boys, I had no idea about the Soviet-Afgan war or civil war in El Salvador. The Iran-Iraq war was just brewing and numerous uprisings in Africa. When I was 16, like my daughter, the US bombed Libya. I was playing basketball and collecting canned goods for a service project in my hometown. The news of the discontent around the world was completely underplayed and off my radar. Illusions, governmental chess moves and ongoing corruption was just playing itself out over and over and over and over again, creating the undertone of energetic unrest in our heart zone and traumatizing peoples. Here we go again.

By the time I was on my own, I was under the impression that protesting and getting behind “those that cared” was the place for me. Being one voice in the pool of the masses speaking out—that would rattle and shake the world! Acting locally for the cause of change globally. Wrong...

What I am getting at is my journey has been a step by step experience of waking up to where I am presently AND I have three young souls in my life that are showing me how it affects them. Showing me how I was affected back then, expanding for me my perspective of what I am in this current energetic pulse.

My daughter is half Russian. I have always known that she would be a part of the inner-standing and experience something big with her skills of many languages and open-minded advocating for the underdog. Yet, she is having her own battle within herself these days. My empathic offspring is feeling everything and leaning on synthetic medication to maybe get her through to a stable ground through this shitshow.

My sons seem to get an experience this world war without being too close to what a war looks like. Nerf guns, shooting people in the virtual gaming world, acting out the energetics of the macrocosm not understanding bloodshed, inflation or famine just yet. That is how it has happened over here in ‘Merica for numerous decades—we watch from our safe living room w a big screen TV ordering pizza to be delivered. What a mess.

Open, you asked what are our thoughts/feeling regarding Ukraine?

It seems so clear to me the battle within is being played out. Everyone of us has the opportunity to go within and wrestle with their own leadership, soldiers, emergency workers, journalists, banks and governing body, etc.

I woke up a few nights ago with the vision of the chess board. And it was so clear to me that I was every piece of the game. I am pawn, bishop, knight, both black king and white queen. The game is the illusion. It appears that there are two ENTITIES playing against one another. Ha Ha Ha says SOURCE!

Our 3D existence is to get to the point of BEING observer, step out of the matrix-y density. Our 5D or ascended existence is the ability to surrender to the TRUTH that we are BEING the pieces, step into SOUL reality. And the CREATOR of ALL is moving all chess pieces. It already has the strategy, x amount of steps it will take as it plays itself to CHECKMATE to keep expanding. What a trip! There is no competition because Source is doing the competing (if you can call it that). There is no winner or loser, no one to take sides with.