I saw a movie day before which to me depicts the challenges of a Sar soul in actualziing their gifts in this world. The feeling of not being supported when we know in our heart, this is what we came for. Your recent post about it was very synchronistic

The last 10 days I was travelling around various places particularly Spiti valley and Rishikesh. It was an interesting mix of different experiences. I encountered some distorted spirituality as well masquerading as gurus. When I sat within those groups it also felt to me as the Ra energy disconnecting from the real process of self realization and resting within a bubble of surrender. I went to meet my friend yesterday who has done a great deal of journeying yet I could see the 4d bubble of non duality and disconnect. What I heard was very differrent philosophies about enlightenment, samadhi which were accepted as truth without inquiring into them. Concepts like when you reach samadhi you won't feel the need to do anything. Why would one leave eternal bliss to experience momentary pleasure of the world etc. I think theres truth in all of them and I was resonating with it all. I think this energy might be pretty rife in Eastern philosophy as well. Now I can feel it within me as well pretty strongly which feels demotivating . There is no sense of passion, drive or excitement. I'm following some of the tips that's been suggested in the article.