It is quite interesting what you wrote, Open. Internally, I'm exploring something similar. I was inquiring: If I sit in the presence and let it all unfold, who will pay my rent? Is there something that I have to 'do' here? I recognize this is the mind trying to figure out and solve the problem. I had a reflection of BS energy playing in the dynamic. But the invitation is to resolve the situation differently - to sit in the cauldron my soul has created and let beingness emerge and shape what's needed to happen. I think I have reached a point where I'm ready to give up everything and go and live in the forest. The mere thought fills me with adventure. But at this point, this can also be an attempt to avoid the cauldron. I'm more interested in seeing what the flower of life can do. The mind is invited to loosen up and let go. I also see a part of me that is not fully ready to take responsibility in this way and would want to be provided, so that I can explore life. But this part conflicts with my soul's inquiry at this point. From yesterday's session in Divinicus,, I'm filled with more commitment to step into any identification I'm presented with and breakthrough into presence. Your reflections are received with much gratitude.

I would recommend this movie for everyone to watch; it's called Poor Things. What happens when you approach the world without mental conditioning and moral obligations?