Dear Open ,

I am going to attempt to express what I am feeling as best as I can in words. It is not "resolved " yet and is still in play so to speak ,so any reflection is very welcome .

I am feeling in my field a big change in the Pleaedian - Reptilian dynamic within myself. I continue to oscillate between a Pleaedian naivete vs a Reptilian holding my ground in emotional interactions. In physical intimacy vacillate in my expression as a very Pleaedian surrender vs a Reptilian taking . As also in the food I consume from a very light fruit diet to a dense oily diet .

This seems to be connected to the temples of Isis somehow . I think what I am being shown how the temples originally were created to balance out the patriarchal hierarchies - to allow the humanoid form to balance it's physicality with divine connection via loving intimacy. But they themselves were infiltrated by the Intervention with the power inherent to sexual expression co-opted into a funnel for Ra energy ( I write that - but that didn't come from the present me ) .

Added to this I am seeing how karma influences both. I had a clear regression into knowing how I was harnessing the very Reptilian energies of my present partner in a past lifetime via intimacy . I did it to such an extent that I "queened" over the populace for a long time .

(So much did I judge that dynamic that , in this lifetime ,I actually chose a partner who was averse to sexual expression )

I am now having to find a way out of self blame ,shame and integrate these powerful energies in a benevolent manner . Again this very powerful interplay with my present partner seems to be the way forward ,though it takes a lot of presence not to get lost in it .

The transhumanism makes me go deep into regret . I too have seen the news and the Neuralink makes me wince physically . I am aware of the deep pain this piece of architecture has caused . So much so that I am going to go buy a dumb phone to replace my smart phone today .

Still wading through the karmic swamp, I am. It is intense and yet rewarding ,this exploration . I sense that many energies are being invited within me to reach some sort of balance . The ability to dance with each other ,as it were, rather than compete or suppress one another . I am not sure if I make much sense verbally but I can see it .

The Egyptian pilgrimage seems to have changed the field for sure . I bow to all those that had the sheer courage and fortitude to delve into this very knotty part of our collective past .

Deep Bow ,

Megha