Reading about different perceptions of this energy, it took me some time to become fully intimate with it. Somehow it was through the last sharing from Pam, that something shifted strongly for me. As some sort of "energetic attack" came towards my direction this evening, I’ve been seeing those kind of faces in the moments of dealing and facing the grey areas within myself.

Scream, “work of art” by Eduard Munch:

What if it is a part of me? After all, this image has been within me since my teenage years...

It almost feels as if it’s been part of my operating system since birth. I was shown how the energy might have penetrated in my field almost immediately after I was born. When cutting the umbilical cord to my mother, it somehow find its way into my operating system. This seems very viable possibility, when and how I became “infected” with this energy.

It almost feels as being chosen for this kind of “grey intervention”, by my energy field alone. Working with this karmic knot, seems to be one of the biggest traps in the dynamic of light/energy work and one's human expression.

Whilst I might have been basically inseparable from it, within this human life of mine – I needed to inquire deeper. This way I could illuminate the hidden aspect of my beingness that in some way became lost in it. From the perspective of my capacities regarding light/energy work, it has definitely played upon entertaining my shadow of resentment. Especially when it became teamed up with RA energy, that entered my system around initial phase of the spiritual awakening.

This combination has been literally feeding from any kind of Self-judgment. How can I get it right eventually, without any projection and sense of derailment? It appeared that facing the pain of it all opened the doorway towards greater freedom of expression.

Speaking about the pain of existence – I’ve dealt with this concept (and feelings of it) on different occasions. The notion of “Greys” entering my field around the moment of incarnation might actually resemble the sense of hybridization, that happened “to me” in the past. Maybe I am able to finally see my Soul in it, without being defined by the consequences of its action. It probably wouldn’t have been my personal choice, getting somewhat “locked in” this current expression of mine. Nevertheless it happened, and the best I can do is to expand throughout it all.

This might be yet another initiation into my expression as the “spiritual worker”. There has been a long tunnel, entering this dense experience of lifetimes on the Earth-plane. Nevertheless I didn’t forget about the light at the end of the tunnel. Even more, it enabled me to empathize with the pain that might be carried within the Consciousness that assisted in establishing this matrix system in the first place. In this lifetime of mine, I came here to remember. First and foremost for myself, so that I can reflect this sense of healing/hope/love to all of the Grey areas of human existence.

I am becoming able to recognize how this energy has prevented me from fully grounding my expression. As if the blockage has been inserted somewhere between the sacrum and base. In order to untangle this karmic knot, I somehow had to be defeated. Just when I lost the battle of trying to get it right, I could team up with the Greys in my field. It is with the sense of compassionate embrace, that I am invited to draw clear boundaries. It feels that the sovereignty in my expression, is the way towards healing the agony that those beings might have experienced/felt in the past.

I’m almost feeling sorry for the Greys in my field, as I am sending them towards finding their own way of healing. I see their pain, for it has been a part of myself for very long time. I wish to offer it as the invitation to become whole within one’s own expression. Anyhow, this feels as the greatest gift, I can share in this moment.

I am really grateful to all of you working behind the scenes and everyone sharing your reflections here, that enabled me to recognize even more nuanced levels of this energy within myself.👽

Much love and best wishes,

Miha💚