Unravelling emotional/mental/physical reactivity to karma
In reply to Thank You & Pushing Through by Pam
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Hi Pam - let me encourage you on. I feel the need to add to Ann's insightful questions about what you're experiencing.
You said right at the end...
So how far do you sensibly go in confronting mobility challenges by pushing through?
There's much to unpack in this straightforward question.
Firstly: "how far do you sensibly go?" I can add, "in anything that is Enlightenment?" Enlightenment is not a constructive process, but progressively destructive one. It will challenge every concept, precept or resistance you have to anything - emotional, mental and physical. So the answer really is, "how much do you want to be free?"
You are not physical.
And in the Shift, no one makes it out alive in the 3D.
You're right in the 4D Karmic Plane, so all of these inner identifications will get challenged. And it will, at times, feel particularly brutal. That is, if people really are confronting their karma.
Secondly: You asked earlier in the thread about having your karmic memory wiped. I responded by saying that the soul will rebuild similar circumstances to work through. What you're describing in relation to your body sounds very much like transhumanism - the body having been married with a machine. Something like that is likely to have happened. And the machine will likely have been woven into the being - through the neural pathways. So as you're crossing this aspect of karma, then it's about picking your way through steadily. Because there's be lots of grey areas in your field of consciousness when the density blocks out the soul. Imagine you are literally unwinding your consciousness, thread by thread, from a machine.
Thirdly: as Ann alluded to, it is not just a physical transition. It's also emotional, and mental, and it's crucial to realise that these threads are all interrelated - a physical challenge will fire an emotional and mental one. The mind is interrelated with the body. So, you start with the physical mobility challenge until you hit the wall - where you break down and start sobbing. Then to inquire: why am I sobbing? What about? Instead of pushing through physically at this point, get into the emotional and mental reactivity. What if my body permanently breaks? Remember - you are not physical, you are not human. You're a soul having a journey through the density.
Fourthly: I would also say it's not that your body must necessarily break at this point. But sometimes breaking down is actually transformation.
On several occasions in recent years, as my body gets a little older, various joints have quite literally exploded, as the tension of extreme physical conditioning in earlier life (sport, military, martial arts) has unwound. It would have been very easy at this point just to bandage up, get a walking stick, and accept my lot. That was where things head for most people. But first I worked to unravel any emotional/mental reactivity to this new immobility. Following which, intuitively, it came to start to exercise in a new, more gentle way - walking backward uphill for example, which actually rewires the brain and changes the tendon/ligament structure.
The more I inquired, the more new strategies came - cold plunging for example, gentle stretching, new stretching exercises. Tumeric teas.
Over a longish period of time, lasting a few years, with the requirement of oodles of patience and persistence, the joints have reconfigured themselves - rebuilt themselves. Now I can jog and run with little or no problems.
But to be absolutely clear, it wasn't about healing the body - it was the interrelation with mind, emotions and body: where the soul got partially entrapped within those knotted energy centres. Hence the necessity to give up "trying to fix the body". It was more about working through with the soul, whatever the outcome.
I trust this helps.
Open 💎
