Hi Barb, you ask some very important and pertinent questions about the Sirius catastrophe...

Question re Sirius and the lost souls: were there not higher benevolent beings around to help them relocate or move on? Where was the angelic support? Or was it just that Ra was benevolent at that point then started leeching?

It was both. The angelic realm was there, as was Ra.
To be clear, I used the words (about Ra) as beginning with "benevolent intent". That's not the same as benevolent. It's the ownership that's the problem - "I've done something helpful so you owe me". As opposed to it being truly selfless. An angel helps without needing anything in return.

You ask...

If I'm an old soul, and have gone through the death transition so many times, why am I still so scared of it. Why can't I remember?

First, it is important to say the past no longer exists - the energy has shifted and transformed. So the energy of that time, but now in the present (because the space-time-continuum is always all moving through one moment), has changed to some reasonable degree. However, we do carry the influences and with them, visions forward.

However, our ability to see depends on a few key dynamics: 1) we need to be able to get past the trauma - consciousness shuts out the worst of the pain so a young soul can deal with the enormity of the situation until its able to regress steadily into it and normalise with it. 2) In a soul-harvested situation, the karmic memory is purposefully wiped clean - the energy no longer exists for that person.

The memory is wiped in the soul-harvested situation so the it's more difficult for the being to find the pathway of healing back through the trauma - by going through regressions. However, even if this has happened, the Soul will build new situations and circumstances around the fragmentation. So the stories will recreate. We just have to recognise the true path of healing is THROUGH these situations.

Wishing you well

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