Dear Open ,

The article above speaks to me much more clearly now.

In particular I experience brain fog within relationships and strangely not during other experiences . It's is SO HARD staying conscious and alert during these mind loops . There are too many to name : Handing over power ,not speaking ones truth out of fear ,not feeling worthy enough ,being codependant ,and so many more. I am regularly sitting in the morning and evening and observing the coming and going of brain fog and also my physical sensations during interactions with my partner and daughter. And infusing more Presence into them which leads to the weakening of mind-loops and ability to express freely . It really helps that I am not living with my partner. That distance is a rich laboratory for insights into my own responses.

As I accept whole heartedly where I am in my life right now ,many more lessons present themselves ,as do subconscious attachments .

Such a rich learning space it is ! The Ra energy comes in through both unconscious traumas and attachments, for me. And just recognising the brain fog when it presents itself ,is the first step .

La Palma feels like an intense cauldron of alchemy right now . I am tuning in for sure .

Megha