Hi Love-the-journey,

It's no easy journey, I know it very well. We are all different and have different approaches to how we move through the shift. Just felt to reflect how I read your post.

It's like you say, you are cleaning your house and at some point get tired. We all do, that's okay. So instead of making a pause, sitting calmly and resting at where you are with the cleanliness of the house, you bring the dirt back and pour it into your house. Now you have even more work to do to clean your house again!

No judgment here to your approach, whatever feels right to you. But the question jumped out to me - does the falling off the path in such a way really serves our soul? And how then?

With love and compassion

Asya