Dear Open and Openhanders ,

It promises to be a wonderful year. In the last year ,I have moved three times ,become a single mom as I left an abusive relationship ,changed jobs,gotten embroiled in a legal battle,been one of the leaders in an innovatively made cottage community and acquired a very sweet dog called Orion. It has been quite the year for me,has 2023 ,and for a while it felt like I needed to slow down and recoup .

Since the New Year however ,much to the consternation of my little self :) ,more change beckons. I awoke today with a feeling I couldn't name . As I breathed and went within ,I felt lots of little attachments come up to be seen that felt very karmic. Poverty consciousness ,distrust of my abilities ,attachment to being a "good mom" . I felt into many incarnations when I wasn't able to provide safety or resources for my daughter ,a beautiful Plaedian star soul herself and felt into my self- judgement . On a soul level I felt like a conversation happened wherein I forgave myself for my perceived lack and made some peace with my past selves and their shortcomings as well as a reminder that she has her own process of evolution that I was a small part of .

As I was listening to you Open I became aware of the Nordic beings. To me they seem to embody a balance of empathy ,which comes to me very naturally and boundaried beingness ,the ability to not dissolve into realities thus lending them my energy / sustaining those realities with my energy ( also something I have done often in the past)

I am feeling many internal shifts coming on in the way I work ,where I live and even my career again in conflict with my need to find" safe ground ". I am coming face to face almost daily with all my attachments and am having to work diligently and continuously to feel into them .

This promises to be one heck of a year. Bring it on says my soul ❤️

Best wishes for this grand Karmic year to everyone,

Megha