Very much relating to this Andy. Making bargains. When I bring myself back to the moment and feel this enrgy inside me, this prescence, I get scared but exhilerated. Just a little more time to get used to it, surrender to it. Loosen the grip and let it through. Find that groove of habitual integration so im ready for IT. And oh how the crap doth pileith out there. I avoid the news as much as i can but it sneaks in like, well, a black snake. Hearing about conscription in the UK and the erosion of human rights in the US. It is TIME. Time for something big to happen alright. Hoping whatever it is, is the catalyst i need. Wish there were volcanoes here and especially in the states. Guess we'll have to settle for earthquakes. May it be our finerst hour.