I’m not sure which interdimensional team I’m working with or which group karma I’m processing currently, but all of these above-mentioned items on the list I’m going through at the moment—fear of mistakes, rejection, and the big one, failure. Gradually, I’m unraveling knots around it, working to soften the heaviness. As one layer peels off and light floods in for a little bit of time, another comes up.

Apparently, stepping into a long-buried expression and coming out of hiding has opened up a Pandora’s box. When someone like you, who is working at an advanced level, speaks about dealing with all of these feelings, it makes me think this really is an unending journey. Though wierdly this softens the weight—less need to get it right. The mind is looking for some resolution. It believes it can only rest when it has found that. Letting go of this idea deepens me into vulnerability. The mistakes are the path, and there is no perfection.

I’m getting used to the understanding that this is a marathon and not a quick sprint, and letting my consciousness acclimatize to it. Still, I can sense that the day when I can sit in a café, have a coffee, and simply chill is not too far around the corner.

Vimal 🙏