Dear Open ,

It is interesting how many of the themes you post on the website are phrases and inspirations coming through me . As I was mentioning to Openhand buddies just yesterday ,I am feeling the torus embody in a very strong way. My attention has suddenly shifted to my diet . I am eating much more fruit and raw meals and these days I am cooking in my solar cooker almost exclusively food that I have grown on my little farm . A fact that for some reason fills me with joy .I am at different parts of what are very 3D days ,conscious of energy running through me into the ground . Emotional upset still occur ,just today I was feeling abandoned as my daughter refuses to move in with me after I have left her father . I softened into those emotions and instead of having a chilly conversation with her ,just mentally gave myself a hug and instead fed her some wonderful healthy lunch . I am gradually having to let go of my attachment to her or what her childhood “ should “ have been or what I “ should “ do as her mother . And just be myself in this situation .

I had a strange dream last night . There is a room where there is a placenta hanging off the ceiling fan. I am afraid to go in there as the in fact I am seeing that the foetus seems to be growing outside in that room ,not in a womb, and seems to have something inserted in her throat . Like she is plugged in . Some thing then changed . I don’t remember what but the placenta grew bigger and more ….coherent somehow . And the infant still attached to this aerial placenta is now free from the deformity and beautiful .

I am so looking forward to the Return to Atlantis. I sense that there is energy work to be done and cycles to be completed .

See you soon !

Megha