Dear Open,

I really resonate with what you are saying and I am feeling the old Homo Sapiens resistence coming up every time.

For me the Opening of the Crown has led to entrepreneurship. This is on top of plentiful avenues which I am ruthlessly pruning. It has been reflected as me being invited to a meeting for the launch a multi million dollar idea(I had given the seed idea), breaking up with the karmic boyfriend, sending my daughter off to college abroad (even though I don't know how the finances will figure themselves out-it is just right ) and starting my own company to help give inexpensive, sensible care to electronically support ICUs that cannot afford to hire someone like me(It's called NeoNavigator which seems very appropriate for this part of my life ) This, along with my clinic, work and facilotation which has also somehow ramped up has stretched me to my limit.

In the next few months I am also prepping to leave my job and this place as my other project (the village community) is completed. It's been quite a forging experience with me occasionally collapsing out of sheer exhaustion.

:)

Out of the list you wrote, my fasting is the one that I have let slip(I am too tired and it is too hard are the excuses that come up) . I am going to get that back on board. Each day comes with so many opportunities to... Be myself.

The "not being seen as exceptional" was part of my list, I seem to be manifesting opportunities to speak and really do things differently. The self-witnessing aspect has ramped up (how am I showing up now which is valuable to reveal where and how I am afraid of my own power) Also navigating all this newness with feeling - what should I do now

I know I will see much of the Open Family in Peru soon (getting travels sorted has been it's own brand of adventure)

Thanks for the reminders, Open. They are the nudges one needs on the Path to becoming.. Me

Deep Bow

Megha