Hi Open and all,

there is something else I can feel strongly within me and observe also with others.

It feels like a "support mechanism" has fallen away - the rosy cloud of the architect. That which keeps us safe, comfortable and takes over our responsibility. That which unconsciously steers our decisions and keeps us distracted.

It feels like suddenly dropping out of the so well-known rosy cloud back down to the rocky path of reality ... which is harsh at first ... but there is nothing more real than that.

Emotions are lying bare now that no one knows who is to take responsibility from this moment on. The mind is in disarray, not knowing how to continue. I feel very tired and totally vulnerable these last days and I see my colleague at work and my partner do so too.

And I can clearly feel that the entity is no longer there to try and rule over my life - whatever I am thinking and feeling now, these are my own thoughts and feelings. This is great! 🌟

Anyone else feeling this way?

Much love,
Thomas 🍀