The Jordan retreat was simply life changing in multiple ways. Feeling the star being frequencies and the Magdalene connection was incredibly special and brings a tear to the eye just thinking about it.

Dancing in the desert in the pouring rain, soaked to the bone, but feeling truly and deeply happy and free was something I won’t forget… and the impromptu disco on the last night was so much fun!

But for me, the stand-out memory, and my favourite of the openhand year, is walking out into the Wadi Rum alone. As I got halfway across the open desert, rockets flew overhead, screaming past me before landing nearby with the sound of their explosions reverberating through the whole area. Although I felt fear, I wasn’t going to let a few rockets stand in my way and so I continued on, walking deeper into perceived huge risk, with a team of multidimensional beings cheering from the ether at my decision to walk boldly through the gateway of fear. Unbelievable.

There are so many amazing and genuine life-changing moments that I’ve experienced in the last year, it’s almost hard to choose just one memory but the desert is a phenomenal place and holds a special place in my heart.

With love

Nikki ✨