As I've tuned into your journey over the years Yulia, I would say you've been through many of the stages of awakening. And my sense is that you're currently resurrecting the various layers as free flowing soul infuses them. Hence it might feel you're in all the layers.

That's the curious thing with the path. The first general phase is relinquishing attachment as we journey into the source. There's a letting go of identification with the layers which feels like retraction. But then once you hit the deep state of beingness, the soul starts to emerge through you more strongly and you begin the state of embodiment in a more complete way - with the soul infusing all the layers.

Namaste

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