Hi Catherine - so you haven't been able to forgive yourself for the karmic past life. You can see the guilt and know it doesn't serve you. So karma will recreate a similar instance (not the same, but related) in this lifetime to help you let go of the guilt - the guilt which is building the disability. I actually did get the sense that at least some of the physicality could be healed - I did feel a reticence to this during the workshop - a holding on of the past.

So is there a place now in your life where you hold some form of power over other life, where that other life is suffering? You know the karmic root and you know you want to let go, but I don't sense you've yet fully encountered emotionally where that pattern is playing itself out in your life today. That's the key: you have to find and go through the emotional impact of your actions from the past life, but as they're playing out today.

Food for thought (a line that was given to me by spirit - so is the area within food? Are you still eating meat?).

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