I was working with the feelings around this whole topic of extinction and 'the end of the world' for humans in general. There were several buttons pushed... I share here in case more people deal with these things:

One of the responses was anger and frustration with the way things are. All this tremendous suffering, such hard life... why? for what? It feels like a failed experiment! I feel I failed. There is simply no time left and then the majority will face the extinction not enlightened. So who will 'survive' it on the soul level? A couple of star-guys, those of them who didn't get lost in human experiences? How can it be?! And again I had to face the whole topic of choice. Is there any at all or are we all just a bunch of puppets with set destinies?

There were no answers that made me feel ok. So I just said - I don't understand any of it and I don't have to. Anger evolved into sadness about myself and humanity. Then I felt as if my hands were down. Nothing to do, no point to do anything. I can as well die here and now... It's over.

But then I got a message. I got a big hug :) and a funny cheer up, "it ain't over until the fat lady sings" hehe

It's all about the process anyway. So it doesn't really matter. Clinging on the survival of the soul is like clinging on the physical experience or any other experience. So for me this is a big letting go... a great challenge. How do you let go everything? anything? the last piece that defines you as separate from the universe?

I am up to dying while facing this challenge. I might have more weak moments, but I am not going to bend under this weak-heartedness. We are still here NOW and this is what matters... so I personally keep going as usual. While maybe knowing what's going on in the world and on earth is important, but in the end of the day we gotta do what we gotta do.