It is interesting how I might 'know' these things, but it is not until truly living them, confronting and dealing with all the stuff, that I really get it. It has to fall into my consciousness, has to be sealed by the fire burning all the bullshit.

And it is amazing how it is when communicating and 'relating' with others that all the lies ad the truths can be so well, so undeniably felt.

I have a long way to go, but I feel excited about it now :) I'm gonna find me!! Wow hhhh