Thank you so much, Open.

I am struggling to find the words I need to share how I am feeling ... the last few weeks have been cold and dark here, in many ways, and my struggles with the Opposing Consciousness have been rather epic. Many times I've actually given up and given in, simply trying to remember to stay aware and keep exploring the experience, as unpleasant as it is. Your words have brought such beautiful light and lightness to my being, how can I thank you enough for that? There's a miraculous sense of 'remembering' that comes, and I think: 'Oh yes, how could I have forgotten?' I can't explain it any more than that, I hope you understand...

I feel the truth of the coming cleansing and it feels like blessed relief to me. Since the first time you spoke of the Galactic Superwave and all the events that are on their way, my reaction has always been: 'finally, it's over.' I have no deeper understanding or explanation, and I don't even feel like I need it. But then... the reality of my day to day life overtakes that feeling pretty quickly, and well.. my mind and my heart can't agree on how it is all going to unfold.

Regarding the movie, The Blueprint, I found it helpful because I have difficulty imagining my life, and the lives of my loved ones, between the now and the 'then' of the Event. My husband and I are looking for land much farther north from where we are now, away from the city. It seems the only future that I can (comfortably) imagine would be centred around creating or becoming part of a small, self sufficient community built around similar values. And The Blueprint provides a 'blueprint' (oddly enough, lol) for the lifestyle I envision (obviously it would be have to be much different in my part of the world) but the ideas and concepts provide a possible and believable way to live in peace for the next couple of decades - where Life in every form is treasured and 'do no harm' is the core of the community.

Because, as much as I welcome what's coming, I still have to get through today and (probably) tomorrow and there lies the dilemma and the constant challenge, living in this world now dominated by Opposing Consciousness - but then it always has been, hasn't it? At least now we are seeing it and meeting it face to face, with whatever strength we find in that moment.

Sorry, Open.. this is a much longer reply than I planned, :) Really, all I wanted to say was... Thank you!

With much love, Janet