I get this, I understand this so much! Last year in the span of three months I lost three things in my life, it made the existence of just living day to day so hard. I guess I could even go as far as to say it was a kind thing for me too actually. Yet only in the aspect of the losses, death of loved ones and loves ones moving away being just one a month. But I tell you, once the fourth month rolled around I was saying quite literally and quite loudly that I understood. It is all just so temporary, and no matter how much I wished I could go back and do this or that.. I could not. The moment had passed – time goes on. I felt despair, my never ending hope, happiness and love just fell. Then as I watched everything around me I whispered ok I choose to see this as it is, yet in a new light. A what do I learn from this. Some day's are easier than most and so thank you so much for putting out this reminder here, that the pain of a yesterday doesn't just go “pooof” gone, does not exist. As a matter of fact, I wrote something down today as I was painting some rocks for my sister about this pain of existence. It reads:

There is always a moment in time for change. It can be in a happenstance or a mere agreement. A moment may not actually change per say as one looks back, but it unravels and reweaves the fabric of time, there fore setting forth a chain reaction. The ripple effect is another moment in time. You look back and can actually see how the happenstance or pact of agreement has changed the very fabric of time. Because you see it differently. The view is brand new, just like the beginning of spring. A new way of it all just being.

Then I contemplated more into this and I'm still wondering how do you explain the unexplainable and it occurs to me that it is all already explained. Yet I like the universe to provide me proof, its just my thing. The funny thing is, I'm reading this article here and as I'm reading about you sitting in a car listening to the noises of engines and reaching out towards the sun I nearly said out loud.. THAT! I've been there! My moment comprised of hunkering down in my little area so nobody could see me and I just rested my head on a window pane and as I slowly breathed out I could hear everything. The entire “noise” people, cars, birds, squirrels, my own self breathing became the most beautiful symphony I ever heard. Everything actually does work in the most synchronistic way. I cant explain it, but it just is and it always includes just life full of its happenstances. Happenstances such as me thinking about this and you posting/reposting this. Sooo, thank you so much for hrmmm... Helping :)

Your Awesome!

Wyndè