The dance
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I love the way this is written - just dances me right through it - and this is how it has felt lately...the more I get out of the way and the less I need anything or anyone to change the more I am able to feel how to be in the moment. I am noticing the opening or closing in people around me and feeling for where I can "enter" - really feeling for an invitation of sorts...noticing how beautiful it is to allow others the space to really hear themselves - and either by reflecting it back to them or saying nothing at all they hear there own distortions. Also, feel that often people are offering up exactly the answers that they (and I) are asking for. On the other hand there sometimes feels like a concrete wall there and no invitation is extended below the surface...somehow though even these times seem to have something to show me about myself - something they say that triggers a connection for me. I can also say that I am still not certain if that concrete wall is me or them at times...there is some protection that comes up for me and sometimes it's a fear of confrontation and other times it is a cue to not go further...developing discernment on this one...like you said is it ego or soul and if it is fear based you can know the source of it.
I sense this kind of drawing in closer but in a larger field of connection - when I am sitting in a connected space and the other joins me there - and I am enjoying seeing the multitude of ways that one can relate and go deeper.
So, I feel like I am learning to dance and I am grateful for guidance on the steps!!
=)
Jenny
