Hi Jaq,

An interesting incident indeed. It holds the possibility for many things to be experienced and possible outcomes. The danger with trying to interpret these things across the web, is the risk of getting into the head about it - "I would have done this etc etc" or "why didn't you do that?"

So what instead happens for me now, is that I let my mind be open and allow attention to draw me to things. And these words drew my attention "hoping to catch his eye". Was it a soul impulse to actually engage the guy? Maybe the bravery was at the core of the anger? In other words, maybe that was authentic and an invitation to act in some way?

But of course in these situations, you've got to keep watching the potential distortion or it can go 'pear shaped'! If one is given to engage, even in quite challenging circumstances, if we can do so without energy, I've often been surprised by the outcome. There's always the chance that we engage the soul in the other.

It definitely feels like you're confronting some past life karmic incident. What would probably help is to sit in meditation and take yourself through the event again. See the images and feel the feelings. There'll likely be some kind of contraction in your body. You may feel the heart first, but then there'll probably be something elsewhere too. It will probably be a constriction around how the Ray 1 warrior energy wants to flow. My empathic attention is drawn to the head. But it could be other areas too - the base chakra and dantien for example.

If we're still unsure what such an incident may be about, then we can always 'offer it back to the universe' with "show me". You're bound to recreate the situation in some other guise.

Thanks for sharing

Open *OK*