Open, your graceful wisdom warms my heart. War exists between these two worlds as souls are transcending. It feels though as the light of our beings transcends through 3D the darkness has more room to slither through nocuous areas gaining an infectious momentum. Fear blame projection distortion moves from one to another. Whilst I recognize these patterns, I have spent lifetimes transmuting as shedding layers only to have it all repeat and now with an intellectual insanity like I have not witnessed. Why did this manifest through my love of a child puts it all on another level.... I feel the bond strengthens as now the reflection of truth becomes shed through generations. Protective instincts brings everything to another level as the primal human instinctual response challenges the evolved balance my soul has found through embracing evil, pain, fear, and the dynamic process of absorbing and transmuting into energy that serves all with compassion. I feel deeply the truth if only seen has the power to stand alone to shed light on its own. Ray 4 was a strong pulsating force for eons yet now feels distorted on this 3D stage that obscures. Having witnessed how distorted Ray 2 has twisted an aligned Ray 1 disfigures any loving response.

I have lived this lifetime within the shadows working endlessly to shine source love and as you stated Open stepping out - now is the time. After I read your response, a vision of an octopus came to me as a spirit totem animal. What a truly beautiful wise creature!

Octopus as a totem animal can indicate:

• Adaptability
• Magic and mystery
• Shapeshifting
• Highly developed vision
• Psychic ability
• Deep emotions
• Connection between mental and emotional faculties
• Protecting self using intelligence, slyness, or other means other than brute force

Having an octopus as your spirit animal gives you an inherent ability to protect and defend yourself in the face of all adversities owing to the regenerative capabilities of the animal. You have the power to let things go and bounce back up soon after an unpleasant experience.

I find much comfort in knowing this experience will not define my soul as the pressure ensues. OC feels to be maneuvering and “upping its game” I feel an immense shift to no longer show compassion to evil but to reflect back the truth which is the only force to pierce the distorted heart of the beast without mercy. Only then can it’s own pain be felt. I have no responsibility to cushion the creation. Only to grow and adapt as the shapeshifiting shaman rises out from within. Transfiguration once again occurs, I feel it through the the many lifetimes of this soul “my” human body has given a voice and face to at this point in the time space continuum of the toroidal force that brings us centered within the source as it simultaneously brings us equally distant from the source. I see behind reality there is a web of life, that is a network of invisible linkages that interconnect things and people in inexplicable ways. For today, I am the octopus.